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Well. Today woke up kinda early. So tired seh. Last night watched Euro Cup. Watched first half only. Kinda disappointed by Portugal's continuous losing possession of the ball. Went to slp ard 12. Early morn. Woke up. First thing. Checked hp. Saw alot of msges. Haha. All updating me on the score. All gt different ways of presentation. Real funny lorh. Heez. Saw the time at which the msges were sent. Most were sent right after the match. One very special de. At 3+ am. So early wor. Wonder wat tt person was doing. Heez. Ard 11+. Left home. Went wdlz lib. Meet fren. And concentrate on studying. Hmm. Reali gd influence i muz say. I managed to complete my emaths hw. Then a grp of guys came and joined us ard 1+. So noisy they were. Kept toking abt disgusting stuffs. Eek! Can't stand them. Real disturbance. Haiz. Finally. When they left. My fren n I was RELIEVED. Heez. Received msg. Aargh. Why can't dey understand? I am no wonderwoman. This matter. I haf put in lotsa efforts le. Sumthings are juz not within my limit. Haiz. All the stress is on me. Then. I din reply. Kinda at a loss at wat to reply them. Gt a call frm them. Spoke in a real serious tone. My fren whu was wif me. Was kinda shocked by my change in mood. Moodswing huh. I dotz noe. After hanging up. Nearly cried. Well. Cried a little. Not much. Din want to put my fren in a spot. He real nice lor. Keep comforting me. But too bad. This matter can't be leaked out at all. Haiz. I am hafing a hard time. But no one knows exactly watz killing me. Haiz. Wonder. When wld this end. Hope itz soon. Else I dotz know how much longer can i hang on le. Haiz. What a stupid thing to happen. Haiz. Life is a precious thing. Dun let go of it easily. Hold on. No matter what. =]